How are you? Hope everything's getting fine there. Purposely this letter is wrote for you, and me, us. I've been thought all these while, a lot of things about us, a lot of things about life.
First of all, i'll make you a starter for my letter. Dear you, i'm so lucky i know you. When i first met you, i never knew you would be so important in my life. You make me feel like i want to take care of you for your whole life. I know i'm not a perfect guy, i always make you angry, i always make you disappointed, i always make you felt jealous too, you have my heart. And sometimes i feel like you are making me the same way, and sorry, i always got angry with you. You would never know how much do i care about you. In the same time, i want to you to have a perfect life. I know its hard, i will try my best to make you happy. I would like to hold your hand until i'm old, no no, until we are old. We are getting closer and we are so fine now. Although we always argued, we always misunderstood each other and we always had different views, still i'm glad we could hold our hands and not letting go. I'm always forgiving for i love you. I would never forget our promise, no matter how hard it is, we would not let go. I would be your guiding star if you are in the dark night, i would be your best listener if you got a lot of problems, i would be your best adviser if you lost your mind, i would be your best story book when you feel lonely, i would lend you my shoulder when you are tired and i would lend you my arms when you are weak, and i would be your best lover when you feel need me. I miss you each single day and night and i wish i could be by your side every moment. I'm going to give you the best of my life. But promise me, take good care of yourself even you are busy, drink plenty of water and eat regularly. I will be angry if you do not do so. I miss you.
And it's about me, guess so =) I would like to let you know more about me, so please take note, haha. Hurm, what should i say, maybe a little about my daily routine (but you know it), i'm having practical in Hospital Laboratory and i would finish my study in December this year. I'm loyal in a relationship, this is what my parents thought me to. They are a very good example. No matter how hard life brings them, they never argued, just went through those hardships together, holding hands and not giving up. Yeah i know i'm not from a rich family and my life isn't perfect, until i met you. Its okay if you never realized that, now you know. I'm not perfect, i need care and love, i need accompany i need listener, i need priority and i need attention, and i need all that from you, just you. I dislike lie, as i never tell a lie in a relationship. I believe in honest will bring a good relationship, even if one day you want to get married with other guy after all, let me know the truth, and i will let you know how much i love you to let you have a happy life you want, okay? And i want to let you know, i appreciate every single thing you did for me, and i hope you would care about me more and more, i love you, and i need you. Sometimes its hard to ask for something, but as long as there is a will, i believe we would be able to get it.
Alright, now it's about us. I'm glad i can hold your hand, and sure i know you are glad to hold mine too, because i'm a nice guy =) I'm tough i'm handsome i'm strong to protect you, you are my precious diamond that i would hold it carefully and with love in my palm, with you i'm someone. When you are not beside me, i fell like there's nothing in my life, everything is so empty. Yeah i know you never get apart from me because you are always on my mind, and each night i would meet you in my dream. It's love which brought us together, i'm thankful, at least, our hearts are so close. Don't give up, life wont fail us if we never fail ourselves, our relationship. Aja aja fighting for us, both of us! We have high dreams, we struggle together, we go on together, we get succeed together in life, and we share everything together, okay? Promise?
I know life isn't perfect and things ain't happening as what we have wanted, we could just hope for it. Perfect with each other, just like how the coffee fits milk, and whalahh, we have Cappuccino. Live our life, love our life, and i would be your best soul and life mate.
I love you, for yesterday, now, and tomorrow, and always. 183, and forever.
Yours lovely, faithfully,
Me
04/03/2012
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