It takes out passion and will. Well i have to say having someone's trust isnt that easy but losing trust from someone is extremely easy especially when you did something wrong again and again when that someone really believed and trusted you each time you did before. He kept telling himself that you were meant to be with him and should just forgives you each time. He loved you, he trusted you, he let you did what you like, he cared, pampered you, although sometimes he was so jealous with your actions, he kept silent and keep loving you as you are his most precious jewel. He never seeked for your apology and he accepted for who you were. You would never know, sometimes he was just hoping for loyalty and carees, how he is the only one for you in the world. You would never know, how much he misses you everynight and every morning hoping you were beside him all the time, and you would never know, how much he was hurted just because you were close or...flirted with other guys?
You would never know, he forgived each time, but he never thought of revenge, for he loves you. How many times he forgived, and was hoping for your change, looks like he is so stupid, for being a loyal guy. He is, indeed, he is so stupid in love. Again and again he lost control in love, he makes you almost all of his life, and you never know, he had his plan on his mind, to hold your hand until death and he even hoped to hold your hand in the heaven. He loved you that much, but you would never know, you would never try to appreciate, he wont tells you he needs your attention and appreciation, for he knew he loves you, he doesnt need that and he doesnt hope for your love back.
And now, he has choosen to remain in silent.
For all he did, he loves you. For all you did, he forgives. For now, he lost.
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